My mom retuned home today and I feel awful.
We had the best 15 days here, exploring, walking a lot, visiting touristic places, organizing documents and so on and now I have to live life on my own.
My mom is my best friend and I miss her endlessly.
I know I’m not alone, I have all my friends, my dad and bro and nice people here as well, but I feel a deep anguish that is following me all day long. My eyes get full of tears every time someone mention my mom or living life on your own.
I know it will pass, but, right now, I’m just really really sad and I have to feel it to then wake up on the next days and keep going.
Hope bright days will come and so courage.
Wish you a happier day.