My mom retuned home today and I feel awful.

We had the best 15 days here, exploring, walking a lot, visiting touristic places, organizing documents and so on and now I have to live life on my own.

My mom is my best friend and I miss her endlessly.

I know I’m not alone, I have all my friends, my dad and bro and nice people here as well, but I feel a deep anguish that is following me all day long. My eyes get full of tears every time someone mention my mom or living life on your own. 

I know it will pass, but, right now, I’m just really really sad and I have to feel it to then wake up on the next days and keep going.

Hope bright days will come and so courage.

Wish you a happier day.


Arissa Ayumi

3 thoughts on “Anguish

  1. ballet.tos 15 de September de 2017 / 20:06

    I completely understand you. I’m also away from home and sometimes I miss having my mom around too. I call her as often as I can to make it less lonely since she’s always been there for me on day 1. I guess missing people makes you realize how special they are and how you should spend more time with people before it’s too late. You are definitely not alone. Everyone misses someone but it’s the brave ones who admit it. 😉 Lots of love May x

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    • arissaayumi 15 de September de 2017 / 20:25

      I know I’m kinda sensitive right now, but you brought me to tears. (Identification and happy ones). It’s all true. Thank you, thank you, thank you! Means a lot to me. Wonderful that we have such amazing people around us, who are missed. I’m still working on that feeling, but “life is tough and so are we” right?😉 Sending love, Arissa xxx

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      • ballet.tos 15 de September de 2017 / 21:01

        You are very welcome. 🤗 you are right life is really really tough, BUT so are we. Love May x

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